What shit can I do this year?

This was last year. Copy and paste please:-

http://muksblogaboutstuff.blogspot.co.uk/2011/12/getting-ready-for-new-year.html

I find it weird how I am never happy. I think this year I am not going to look for things that make me happy. Maybe I subconsciously already do that. I don't know. I am not and have told people to not go on about how it's " going to be a good year. a new year and a new start". I hate that kind of thing.

I truly do believe that if anyone wanted to make their lives better, they would do it the next day. Or that day. Some people actually WAIT til New Years day "to change their lives for the better". Idiots.

In sport, it was the best year ever. Even though being a Manchester United fan, losing the title on the last kick of the season wasn't nice but the whole drama of it was amazing. In fact-I'm going to write a new post just on the sport.

I feel really empty as I write this. I said the same thing last year. I think it's all in the mind where a bit of me is maybe thinking "Shit, another year Mukesh and what the fuck have you done with it? Nothing as always."

Will this feeling ever end?